So, finally, after years of living here and being in fact walking distance from this place, I have finally decided to check it out. Can't really explain why I had not visited earlier, probably because its here and I had no sense of urgency - also its usually on top of the lists for tourists visiting Amsterdam so I kinda didn't wan't to be one of them. But now as I just re-read Anne's diary and finished the book written by her helper Miep Gies + I watched several excellent documentaries, now I was ready to see the building. In fact, I was curious to see it with my own eyes because even though informations are online, I did not have clear idea about the rooms and living arrangements of people in hiding. Like with everything else in life, it simply had to be the right moment and now I was ready to visit the famous hiding place.
And that is exactly what it is - the hiding place - I always find it strange that its called "Anne Frank House" when actually it was not, real Anne Frank House was completely different house on another part of town, a very nice and respectable neighbourhood in Amsterdam South where new spacious apartment buildings were built in 1920s and where many German immigrants found a new start, after escaping Nazi Germany. I have been there and its a very pretty area called Merwedeplein where the old Frank apartment still exist and Dutch government uses it as a safe place for foreign writers who cannot work freely in their own countries. Not possible to visit it, as the place is used but its possible to see it online HERE. Back to Prinsengracht 263 where her father had a successful business and in fact the building was used as the warehouse and the main office for his company that was selling mixes of spices for jam making. The office and work was focused on the street side of the building (a typical Dutch house, completely ordinary from outside) but the Frank family and their friends were hiding in the house at the back which was not really visible from the front.
Seeing it with my own eyes finally made it clear why hiding was so dangerous and tricky: the rooms where Frank family were using, were actually immediately above warehouse so it was utmost important that the family don't make any noises during the day as workers downstairs could hear them. And let me tell you, the wooden floor is creaky which completely creeped me out and that is why Franks walked around barefoot and in fact preferred to spend their daytime one floor above where was the kitchen/living room (also used by van Pels family as their bedroom in the evenings). Van Pels also had a teenage son, sweet shy Peter who had his own corner next to stairs leading to the attic. All the books in the world can not explain the rooms as good as seeing it with one's own eyes, its just different. Ah yes, the rooms are unfurnished - as Gestapo took everything they found in the hiding place, Otto Frank did not want to put anything else in there - it is enough to see the space and feel the oppressive atmosphere to understand how dangerous their daily life was.
Just before we entered the building, I was suspicious about mostly young crowd and all these kids waiting in line and being playful - I was prepared that they will be annoying and not serious once we go inside. To my biggest surprise, the crowd actually got very subdued and serious as we walked from room to room and once we climbed to the attic people were actually completely silent, some even cried. I started weeping when faced with a little exhibition about Anne's sister Margot who by all accounts was a real sweetheart but ended up eclipsed by her famous younger sibling - than there was a new exhibition (situated in a new building next to Otto Frank's office) titled ‘Who's gone?’ - The Jewish Lyceum 1941-1943 about all the other children from Anne's old neighbourhood who during the war were either arrested & deported or went into hiding: it makes clear point that Anne was just one of the 500 kids who suffered the same fate. In fact, there is a excellent documentary about the rest of the kids who went to same class with her. By this point my eyes were blinded by tears and I could hardly read explanations on the walls in front of me.
As the right wing is raising their ugly head again all over the Europe, I am aware of Holocaust deniers and others who are continuously trying to somehow "prove" that this was all just a big conspiracy. I read with alarm how my own homeland is full of history revisionists and nationalists who wrap themselves in a flag and choose to interpret their own version of history - many of them have their own conspiracy theories and repeat often told lie about the diary was a forgery. It bothered me a lot but I was aware that arguing with the strangers online would not help or change their mind if they already decided that the world is conspiracy, so I decided not to engage with them (it was also my New Year resolution, not to feed such people with my energy and time). I was glad that I visited the place and that it all came in the right moment, just as I read the diary so everything was fresh in my head.

























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